I know someone whose voice used to be low, guarded, untrusting, fearful. There was tightness, tension in her vocal chords, the fear of not getting the words out right, or stumbling over them, of not saying what she means or wants to say, not saying anything significant enough.
All of that is safely in the past. And I am not going back there again. There will be a time when I can say everything I truly want to say with no hesitation, no worry of how it will be received.
In the meantime, I am happy where I am. I can say that these almost 31 days of inner release have been just that. The prison door is open. And the encouragement I have got has spurred me on, kept me from doubting, connecting with stories of other writers’ fears … Writing, what I have always wanted to do, I am doing, unreservedly, committed and secure in using the keyboard for me, to stir up memories, to shine a light in some corner of the world. For I know in my corner a light is shining brightly, smiling, laughing, yet still waiting for the tear that I know will eventually come.
I will continue on, running the race that has been set for me. I have much more to share, much more you need to know.
Today is Day 27 of Prison Break of Thoughts – 31 Days of Inner Release